Just this past Monday I met Mel for dinner and from those past 4 hours I’ve not been able to stop thinking about you guys. Well, the whole 5-day in general, but mostly you 8.
I miss you guys. Well, a little bit less for Steve since I get to see him more (still love you very much, Steve!). I went through our Five Day photos thrice today in school and I wanted to share the memories so badly with someone but couldn’t and felt really sad about it. But I guess that’s the beauty of the Five Day, right? It’s this complicated secret. You want to share with EVERYONE what you’re going through, because it’s a good thing, but can’t because unless you’re in on it, you wouldn’t understand. But at the same time it’s not something you want to keep to yourself (I mean, something so amazing can’t be kept for yourself only, right? I guess with regards to this you could say, share the good things, keep the best.
It was pretty crazy, seeing Mel sitting across me telling me how everyone was doing and what she was up to. There was no stop to the conversation and it didn’t seem weird at all that we were sharing stuff (p.s. Mel contact me I wanna ask you some stuff regarding your working with special needs kids<3) that mostly closer friends do, considering how I’d only known her for 7 days (in real life) before. It made me really, REALLY miss you guys. It still baffles me how I can know you guys for such a short time, yet be able to trust you in a heartbeat. There are people I’ve known for a lifetime that I still find difficult to trust
How’s everyone been? It’s been about six months since we last met (well, at least for the Singaporeans) and I really want to catch up with you all!
As of now, I’ve been consciously trying to attain a habit of using affirming words (the most common being “fantastic” for obvious reasons =o] ) and disciplining myself to finish all my schoolwork before the weekends strike + I picked up journalling again! Hopes of being a writer are restored and really happy about it. That’s just for my life as of now. You guys drop me a message / email / comment okay? I’m determined to keep you guys as close as possible till I see you again.
Virtual Hugs for everyone!
I went through the cards again. you people are amazing.
[p.s. this is here just for memoirs sakes. I always have had this fear that Facebook will crash one day. original]